screwceedd things

i definitely screwed things
today.. i felt
how maybe i should take a month holiday from everything
maybe when i return. things will be all better.
really don't know what is going on around me these days... and i don't wanna find out
guess sometimes u feel a little left out
at least elsewhere there are people that want me around =)
k i don't feel very wanted around .. esp today
like in church
and i'm thinking so much
like unbelievably much... sigh! and i can't stop thinking and thoughts just keep flooding me....
and i really just want to get away from anything
so i read... and always so many things happen when i wanna get away
and when i can take that break! when?!
u know
i guess i must say sorry to some certain people

"they always say wishes come true...
but not for me"