sigh, whats impt?

today was probably one of the most depressing days of my entire NSF term....
and...
u know. if u talk about depression, tts it.

why huh... why why why why why
crossroads...
everything gets thrown up in the air, and no one knows how its going to fall.

i don't want no money
what am i going to do with it?
make rich people richer?

i don't want no ipod nano....
SIGh i already got an ipod mini

i don't want all that...
i just want that A......
thats really important to me.
i don't want no trade-offs....
material wealth is no substitute....

i'm confused
i'm jaded