typing again

hi! its time i wrote again, i think i took more than 2 days but nvm right.
so anyway life has been pretty good and bad lately?
good is good as in.. well i've been kinda enjoying myself and doing the stuff i enjoy doing, also like i guess things have been happening okay in my life. like i'm trying to go along with my feelings and intuition more in deciding what to do, rather than like doing something i'm unhappy about doing. which is in a way, kinda a phase like.... "girls and their pms-ing" no offence =)
well but mine is gd in a way, its like a "bo chup" phase where u don't think too much and things dun bother u as much as they usually do.
so ya gd side. bad side is that well...
got somethings i rather gone my way. hmm... oh well, was just thinking about people as usual, and thinking too much obviously. like hmmm how people always think of me as "just a friend"; but how sometimes i don't just wanna be a friend? but it always happens that way. i'm a guy too la! haha.. i like e way my friend puts it though "matt is just too cute" and he thinks being too cute results in u ending up like that. haha anyway my friend is a very gd friend (damn hot sommore, he has this girl that he thinks is so perfect for him chasing him, but he wants 5 years of the swinging single life and behing the nice guy he is, he's doesn't want her to wait) so i'm not gonna take any offence when he said that, but its quite flattering, though i don't think he meant it. Hhaha. Golly, so hmm i guess this week, i was getting happy about something, only to realise that i would get really really disappointed.. bummer. its over though so... lets get on with life right now.
trying to shake that bimbotic typing language when i write this but its not really happening. DAMN.
wonder if anyone will read this now. haha after such a long break.