when ya try to be nice.

you know how its like when you try to be nice, but people don't see it.....
like when u care, but they just seem to forsake it.
like when u say something, but they just seem to rebuke it.
like whats that? a smack across e face?
Thanks a lot.

i know what i am.
i am matthias, i am me. I have very simple wants and ideals in life. i live by my own principles, based on the bible. i am versatile. i can talk to almost anyone if i want to. i trust my judgement, i trust myself. who knows me better than me? i know when i think in the wrong manner, and when i think in the right manner. i know when i do wrong or think wrongly. I am aware. I know i'm not perfect in my own ways, and i know my own inadequacies. I live by my own dream, of what i want the world to be, and if its not, i try to change it. I am what i am. I guess, if u don't appreciate me for who i am.... Leave me alone, don't hurt me.

I don't like the pain.
I don't like seeing e blood....
I am a feeler, a intuitive, an introvert....
u know myers-briggs right. There is a portion of people in the world thats like that.
Respect me for who i am, there are no unequals here...