4th day

hmm i can't keep e bloggin up, but i can try my best to continue with this funny thing i'm doing right now. BUT! its damn hard and its really really really so hard to do, especially for me. i mean for a while like a few days is okay but after that it gets really boring. HOw now?!
So anyway, wonder what i'm gonna do over the next few weekends. really nothing on. Like friends and all also not free which makes it really sucky. Hmmm......
So anyway today played paintball at singapore discovery centre which was really fun plus i hardly got hit, the bullets just whizzed past without touching me (my friend was watching was my witness) so i was shooting 3 guys at once. so fun. then i was lying in the bushes and i managed to get 5 direct hits on this same guy at the same place. anyway maybe this blog is agetting a little overpublicised once agian, and i don;t really like it that way. HMM i've got things to hide... i'm not totally honest u know ?! but i try to be. hmm, i can't really think of much else that happened today. it wasn't a very happy day i realised, cos it started off pretty crappy but got slightly better but never really great. Still thinking about engineering, i'm scared i'll get jaded by the gloomy surroundings of the engineering blocks in nus. SO how. future still hanging in the balance. Will consider again. So uneventful day. really. like i crashed my friend's lecture but the best thing about it was my friend and her lecturer which didn't make sense. Everything else didn't really appeal to me, especailly the environment. The environment is weird, not to my style. hmmm... shall really have to think about this one. BUT.... mebbe after a week or so. Talk about uneventful ya?!