golly

i think this journal kinda thing of mine has been going out of point
thus i shall stop for a week when my thailand trip comes to recuperate and think about what i really want to write about.
i'm really looking forward to the trip. cos it has so much significance for me.
for me... a return back to the past.
yet a step into the future.
i think something defining will step right in front of me and change my life completely.
i feel it coming....
a day of awakening.