yay no one comes and reads anymore!

yay no one comes and reads anymore...
soon.. this blog can be used as my personal journal. then perhaps every month or so, i'll take a little time to open and print all the different entries
since everything is something to remember.
in many ways.... today wasn't a great day.
like u can say sorry so many times, but it doesn't help
but neither can i be bothered anyway.
because it is the way things work around here.
everyone are just more concerned about themselves.
starts with a certain M calling me up telling me to do marshals while he himself was doing ushers. okay. people don't realise it but its small things like that that really say what kinda person you are.
then with my ex-RI schoolmates all just leaving for some mini-olympics stuff. k leaving as in.. well everything is much more complicated than tt.
there's a saying where nice guys finish last. maybe i'm not nice ya. but either way i don't see my
self getting a whole load of benefits or happy things happening to me. but well i guess knowing that there are so many treasures in heaven just waiting for us. things can seem really bright.

i really miss you, can't u come back into my life?
i really miss the times we spent together, the times where things were gd and things were bad...
but things have changed and will never really be the same anymore.
and perhaps you will change too. into someone else in my life...

"where art thou that i can place all trust in " -matt

spiritual followers of the Lord are found far and few in numbers...
the Gospel of Judas and the Da-Vinci Code has shown us how Faith and e Relationship is so much more important than e bible. but we still need it.
Live by Faith, not by Sight.