baptism
baptism....
ame got baptised today, wonderful day for her. really glad she finally took that step of faith...
yay! =)
on another note. i totally messed up service today. i said the wrong thing accidentally, i was so nervous. cos of the lack of preparation, mistimed the start of the song, kinda blur to whatever that was going on. SIGh.. i realised i get really nervous in front of crowds... thats like one big factor and barrier to why i shouldn't be one of those figure heads.. i dun really perform well under pressure. i'm not a big-game player.
yes and poh and tim, danny, marc, are all people a little more special than the rest, simply because they think about other people a little more than everyone else. people that look at the greater good of everything. note : i might get frustrated and sad and disturbed and troubled from time to time. but at the end of the day, somethings always pull my spirits up.... there's always a bright side to everything after all. well... i realised i get unhappy over very specific things, not things in general. e.g. when u're a freaking selfish person. now thats not really directed at anyone. but u know.... well.. if u think it might be u, then perhaps it is. but don't worry. one small smudge doesn't change a whole image u know.... i'm not one to nit pick. i always remind myself to look from afar, at everything.. thats long term. short term issues like all these small incidents dun really bother me.
anyway chalet plus bbq was quite fun, just that i felt a little empty inside... i realised on thursday when we were all together... that after all, i'll just probably leave them all be.. especially those that don't even seem to care at all.... note i say seem. ur actions are as loud as ur words. and man does not live on bread alone. "the bible is low in carbs?" haha. hope u got tt. was on a t-shirt i saw.
went to visit deb again just to keep her company. haha in a way she was keeping me company too though! but the company was great.. and though she's e one down with chicken pox! she made my day a really enjoyable one. well a lot of things more to say, but i shan't say any of them
i just say....
"if you're doing something right. i applaud u"
on a last note...
"its a fine line when it comes to a situation of being nice/being taken advantage of"
what u do is up to u. but. what i do is also up to me.
ame got baptised today, wonderful day for her. really glad she finally took that step of faith...
yay! =)
on another note. i totally messed up service today. i said the wrong thing accidentally, i was so nervous. cos of the lack of preparation, mistimed the start of the song, kinda blur to whatever that was going on. SIGh.. i realised i get really nervous in front of crowds... thats like one big factor and barrier to why i shouldn't be one of those figure heads.. i dun really perform well under pressure. i'm not a big-game player.
yes and poh and tim, danny, marc, are all people a little more special than the rest, simply because they think about other people a little more than everyone else. people that look at the greater good of everything. note : i might get frustrated and sad and disturbed and troubled from time to time. but at the end of the day, somethings always pull my spirits up.... there's always a bright side to everything after all. well... i realised i get unhappy over very specific things, not things in general. e.g. when u're a freaking selfish person. now thats not really directed at anyone. but u know.... well.. if u think it might be u, then perhaps it is. but don't worry. one small smudge doesn't change a whole image u know.... i'm not one to nit pick. i always remind myself to look from afar, at everything.. thats long term. short term issues like all these small incidents dun really bother me.
anyway chalet plus bbq was quite fun, just that i felt a little empty inside... i realised on thursday when we were all together... that after all, i'll just probably leave them all be.. especially those that don't even seem to care at all.... note i say seem. ur actions are as loud as ur words. and man does not live on bread alone. "the bible is low in carbs?" haha. hope u got tt. was on a t-shirt i saw.
went to visit deb again just to keep her company. haha in a way she was keeping me company too though! but the company was great.. and though she's e one down with chicken pox! she made my day a really enjoyable one. well a lot of things more to say, but i shan't say any of them
i just say....
"if you're doing something right. i applaud u"
on a last note...
"its a fine line when it comes to a situation of being nice/being taken advantage of"
what u do is up to u. but. what i do is also up to me.
posted by Matthias | 8:21 AM
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