bored

bored. sitting down at home, watching tv, playing comp. listening to my parents bicker
hahahaaa......................
going a little crazy.
show i'm watching is taking lives which is this freaky show about a serial killer
really its quite gd
watched a few gd shows lately, jeux d'enfants esp.
oh well...
kinda happy in this world i've built up for myself lately. undisturbed by the world.
alone in solitude.... with my comp......
i'm on appear offline mode most of the day....
don't really bother to ans sms these days, or msg and ask people to go out
kinda reverting to what i was a few years back. don't know if its gd or bad...
well birthdya coming but i can't care 2 hoots about it. think if people really bother they'll just give me a present anyway right
duno who and when to celebrate it with.. duno whats the meaning of celebrating it either.
wish some of my gd friends overseas were back to celebrate it with me...
so is solitude good? sure feels that way, yet it feels a little empty.
silent devotion.
starts now....