john went off

oh today went to send john off to australia...
poor guy, no friends came, only family, no wonder he told me before blood is thicker than water
then u think.....
and u understand...
in this secular world, people just look at outward appearances. in a way thats why John doesn't have that many friends
met up with Reynard today, and well =) so happy he might return.. and i might play an important part in my friend life, in building up his spiritual life and faith =)
perhaps its a turning point in his life, and i'm glad i'm there to make a difference. it was a great day today, just spending time with him, just me and him... best buddies from church... its been a long while since i felt that church held something personal for me....

my birthday is coming, yet i'm not sure what i want
only think i can think of is perhaps... how i want u to grow closer to God and embark on that spiritual and personal journey with God.

Valentines is coming and i have no date, as usual. haha who cares. well
its valentines, mebbe friendship day is more important. though it lies on the same day.
what do i want in a girl...? just for her to be nice and care for me. spiritual, love God, down to earth... is tt all? well what i'm aware of anyway.
just silently waiting for tt girl right now....
whenever she comes. valentines is such a sweet day....
when people get married, and people show love. was reading a newspaper article about it. and how they say that romance is gone yet all the sweet ways people show love for one another....
i guess the most romantic thing is to be happy, thats it.
eternal happiness has no greater conquerer.....
but it stems from eternal love.
so anyway its a super social, secular thing once again, so we should always focus back on God in e end...thats what life is about.

so anyway God is giving me encouragement in my life and i must thank him, and give all glory to him, all u people out there... realise that. for me, my spiritual experience is like no other.... and is the most defining point of my life..... perhaps thats why i'm blesssed with the gift of faith as well =) well... yeah God is out there, for u..