and fate has so much part to play...

fate has a big part to play in each of our lives, and i realise that.
there's no point trying to get to know people if they don't want to let you know them.
same thing, no point letting people read your blog if they don't want to read it.
thats fate. there are those who do.
so wait. can't be our lives is all about fate?
u know whether one is good looking, whether one likes someone else and all thaT? tt can't be fate. or is it?
so so many questions plague our universe. like why is something like this and not the other.
today my parents were commenting how life is short, and they've lived 3/4 of their lives away, and how its going to end and everything is going to pass soon. and like after a while, things pass.. and u just keep moving on, looking forward to the end.
no wait correction. beginning.
so thats a gd stand to take, i realise. some things not meant to be, just keep moving on and stop pushing it into the corner!
so anyway.. i met my meta group, and they're a great bunch, once again. pity grace couldn't join us. kinda miss her. she didn't even reply sms-es. trust her to last minute come up with something. anyway pearlyn came!! tt was great. . really.... great. spent some alone time with tu ha and barnabas too! which was great too =) enjoyed their company. some real people. wish i could talk to them more often. and saw william and realised his sister is the dear sarah cai! haha who i am really impressed by! cos she was such a great group leader of my group. she's an intellectual, smart, confident. destined for great things, and very sensisble girl also =) haha but her bro hates her
anyway... ya i starting my own self-study on theology and philosophy now... so will update frequently about my thoughts and my findings.. =) look out... watch out... find out.