i should blog

ohhhhh... today was a great day. i met this great hair stylist called James Wong!
he's so cool. he's like haha i duno i'll go there and cut my hair one day.
he's a really really nice guy thats cool. thats rare.....
went out with kevin and tim today, to orchard to watch tim cut his hair.. tt was different....
then we went to this jap restaurant for the best jap food ever.. almost e best anyway.
yeah.. so fun today. i enjoyed it, didn't stay out too late also.

oh well was thinking again.. almost got a golden retriever today, someone took it like a few hours before i did! so sad! but oh well....

not really thinking much these days, i think its becos i'm happy, so like i only do the usual thinking that doesn't affect me much. cos i dun wanna get bogged down by unhapiness.. so i think about work and all... so anyway...

tts why i blog less...

but on another note. i duno why but today i actually wondered. what is the need of church again.
like would i be happier out of church? haha i look at my friends around me. U KNOW !.... oh well but i enjoy JSS....
oh... then there's YAG. and like seems like everyone is having different visions for it
everyone wants to keep it around, yet so many want to break off from YAG. then u wonder. really. there isn't a need for YAG. then like! what am i doing? why does everyone work in different directions and just tear it apart? can't we all work towards a common goal ? i guess.....
i don't know but, its so mcuh trouble and i think i need to Jimmy about it.
really..... sometimes i just wonder about the different people... and i so feel like judging them but i won;t.... but really! i don't understand people...
can't everyone be u know..... can't everyone and everything work out perfectly like its supposed to

my friends in camp jsut read God and the Athetist.and it was great for them. somehow they have a certain level of understanding of christianity and the faith and slowly they're starting to believe and understand it. =) very happy for them. but sometimes i just think how perhapos like how the way they see things and view things, really works out. for them. and like even that nice stylist i know. it just seems they are so much more "real" than those in church.....

so like is it a consequence of the way things are at church, how people lead double lives? a portrayal of what they should be from what they really are ? I kinda think so. this is kinda a new revelation, no wonder... and like when grace mentioned it. i didn't think about it. but it kinda strikes me now. wonder if its a god given revelation. but... i will know in due time about that. think its true...

its hard to stay good isn't it =)

just like its so hard not to say d-a-m...
but i challenging myself not to, out of respect to ms cherlyn . =)