sentimentality

sentimentality... its like how much u miss a person after they're gone... (an emotional response)

TODAY.
its 4 days away from the day i leave for the USA.
mixed feelings.
leaving has never been easy. especially when u always look forward to coming back.
i watched lord of war today....
they detained him for 24hours, not because they felt like doing it, not because they wanted to deprive him of a day, but because they wanted to give everyone of those children a day a free day, a free day to live...
things are so muddled these days.
i'm being terribly honest with myself.
i told someone the other day. "its not what i want..."
the days ahead look dry?
and this paragraph has been totally random.

so....
shopping list so far.

for other people.

star earrings... (how many? as many as i can get)
lipsmackers lip gloss - i forgot to ask what flavour
C.O Bigelow peppermint lip balm
some dorothy perkins thing. haha. i forgot. is it a top?

my pleasure. yeah esp the star earrings. =) cos i get to choose them.

for myself.

i need a belt.
i said doughnuts just like in chiangmai and i will TRY hard to get them.

every single day, its getting harder to keep in touch with the chiangmai people... but well =)
one day goes, and one day comes, and one day we'll meet again.
its all in God's hands.

=time to email the continentals... yes maybe i might be able to meet them=