oops

i realised something just sitting there thinking...
its like a little bit of me thats kinda screwed up....
yet its good to have... depends on what perspective u have.
well...its a very idealistic nature though, where u believe that everything will be according to plan... and everyone will fit in, somehow.
however... because it is idealistic in nature, it does not really happen here in this practical society of ours.
it kinda goes like this....
expecting people to the best they can be.... giving them such high expectations and hopes,
that perhaps they might never be able to live up to. and its not because they're not able.
rather, u have smudged the lines, so that it cannot be seen anymore. and everything lies in the grey area. u want something that lies in the black portion, yet is defined by the white portion, because u call it "the grey area" But everything is grey! so without drawing the line, how do u get either one? because what u really want is something that is grey. that is black and white in nature and lies and is defined by both sides of the line.
now does this mean i need to refine and rethink the principles and philosophies i run my life by?
or can i be just idealistic in the way i lead life....

and is growing up all about being less idealistic and more practical? or can we live with the childlike innocence that we so proclaim.