people alway say...

people always say.. "friends come and friends go"
i really don't believe in that... to me... i don't know. friends stick with you through all times, share your joy, your laughter and your tears.. thats what i learnt.
only as we get older does this idea of friends seem to change so much, shaped by the world.
well...
for me, "letting go has been the hardest thing to do"
and its always a wonder.. whether i should, or whether i shouldn't.
take today for example. i went to the library yet....
yeah it just felt so awkward. but i say sorry on my part.
i didnt' really manage to talk to anyone else rather than small ben.
i guess perhaps the time was too short, and its just not the right environment or place or time for it.
and then i'll say....
"perhaps one day, our paths might cross each other's path again...."
then perhaps our paths might walk along similar lines.
and then perhaps it might all work out.
i really dunch know..
cos i don't know many things.
what i do know is hope, and me, and you.

as the song goes...
as we go on, we remember, all the times we, had together, and as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be, friends forever......
our paths might lead elsewhere, yet things don't have to change much
maybe 8 days is to short, and everything is based on circumstance....
i really would just like to wish and hope. but its not always about my own little wants.
i'll play my part as much as i can in everything i commit myself to.. but thats as much as i can give.

signing off...
with randomness within me.
i don't really feel up to par now.
i'm 21. maybe i should grow up a little more.
for those who saw my photos, yeah hoped u liked it.