24minutes.
when hours can be counted into minutes...
and i only have 15 left to finish this entry.
going out for dinner.
just set up my new set of speakers someone gave me for my birthday
its wonderful.
crisp clear 5 point surround sound.
tmr, am meeting kenny to go to the IT fair, yet i've nothing to buy now.
doesn't say much that i'm short of funds.
but anyway, at least there's time spent together.
han solo is going into army tomorrow...
and only when are they about to leave, do you realise how much you're going to miss them.
cho talked about how we all should buy over an entire plot of land and live together...
i'm looking forward to that.
its how i always imagined life would be for me next time...
whether in Singapore, whether in NZ, or anywhere else.
but as time goes by....
my patience wears thin, and finally i think i might have lost it.
who knows what the future holds?
in e past week, i've done what i've not done for a long long time, try to enjoy life and live more for myself....
think i'm going to quit soon.
i like to look upon it as rediscovering myself rather than shirking my responsibility.
i like to look upon the times as times where i was there when u were down, and when u've outgrown me... u don't need me anymore, and its time for me to move on.
someone once said "who cares?"
and so what even if people do after u've mentioned it.
does it make a difference? u'll never get what u want, and once u've gotton it, u don't want it anymore...
i've 8 minutes left.
more than enough time considering the flow of thoughts and ideas inside my head.
i've convinced myself...that whilst i've not been blessed with the best of gifts....
not been blessed with the best brains, the most articulated speech skills, e most money, or looks, or ideas, or even wisdom, or just charisma...
i am.. happy, just counting the blessings i have each day.
we owe it to God don't we.
waiting for it to happen... that 4 minute countdown clock.
remember....
"there's no way to look at anything with a point of view.
there is always misunderstandings which stems from our lack of understanding....
and we can only rely on God to show us everything"
on a personal note... can u look at people and the world....?
never.
perhaps... perhaps... we can only feel them.
2 minutes
and 1 minute...
and... those feelings have stopped.
and i only have 15 left to finish this entry.
going out for dinner.
just set up my new set of speakers someone gave me for my birthday
its wonderful.
crisp clear 5 point surround sound.
tmr, am meeting kenny to go to the IT fair, yet i've nothing to buy now.
doesn't say much that i'm short of funds.
but anyway, at least there's time spent together.
han solo is going into army tomorrow...
and only when are they about to leave, do you realise how much you're going to miss them.
cho talked about how we all should buy over an entire plot of land and live together...
i'm looking forward to that.
its how i always imagined life would be for me next time...
whether in Singapore, whether in NZ, or anywhere else.
but as time goes by....
my patience wears thin, and finally i think i might have lost it.
who knows what the future holds?
in e past week, i've done what i've not done for a long long time, try to enjoy life and live more for myself....
think i'm going to quit soon.
i like to look upon it as rediscovering myself rather than shirking my responsibility.
i like to look upon the times as times where i was there when u were down, and when u've outgrown me... u don't need me anymore, and its time for me to move on.
someone once said "who cares?"
and so what even if people do after u've mentioned it.
does it make a difference? u'll never get what u want, and once u've gotton it, u don't want it anymore...
i've 8 minutes left.
more than enough time considering the flow of thoughts and ideas inside my head.
i've convinced myself...that whilst i've not been blessed with the best of gifts....
not been blessed with the best brains, the most articulated speech skills, e most money, or looks, or ideas, or even wisdom, or just charisma...
i am.. happy, just counting the blessings i have each day.
we owe it to God don't we.
waiting for it to happen... that 4 minute countdown clock.
remember....
"there's no way to look at anything with a point of view.
there is always misunderstandings which stems from our lack of understanding....
and we can only rely on God to show us everything"
on a personal note... can u look at people and the world....?
never.
perhaps... perhaps... we can only feel them.
2 minutes
and 1 minute...
and... those feelings have stopped.
posted by Matthias | 2:45 AM
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