ay, i really don't understand much

i really don't understand much....
i think i'm not tt sane anymore.
roller coaster rides may be good, but perhaps all the extreme changes in gravity does something to your brain.
so i really don't understand alot. and perhaps. u can tell me what u mean
i don't understand myself either
i think i'm going crazy. nothing really seems shocking anymore.
my brain feels like its overworked, like its gonna blow.
maybe it is.
soon i'm gonna fly up and look down at the earth below,
mebbe i'm destined to be a "higher being"
does that exist?

and suicidial thought 1.
i think i would be quite happy to die on my 21st birthday.

*slaps head*
wake up la matt.