phuket!

so i'm feeling really free now, duno why... now i just seem to want to do other more fun things, like watch a movie, join my friends. i dun really feel so tired anymore.
spent quite a bit today on dinner, but had a gd time with woo and tim !
sigh they're really understanding, i kinda made us look bad ... like trying to use my dad's card to pay for a RTC meal when it wasn't allowed but i wasn't sure. but they just stuck with me like it didn't make much of a difference, and our dinner, wherever it was, was more important.
think thats one of the biggest positives tt came out of ns.
but think i should treasure money more.. haha though it was well spent!
anyway.. like so i think we're going to phuket.. i missed the last trip that they went on....
didn't really feel like it then due to other stuff i had on, and cos i went for another trip.
really think that these last 2 years has defined my life ....
in terms of friends and relationshps and really plays a huge part in what i am today.
@ e end of the day, i look at what i have now and i can smile so brightly.
things i've let go... i do not regret, and perhaps... i can say that i've built up something for myself that cannot be taken away, and something that i could never be happier with.
i look at some people around me. and perhaps i see myself in them... my old self that is....
times of unstability, of immaturity.
i'm thankful i've grown up, grown out of my shell....
become who i am. i've learnt much, much about people.
every moment of my life i learn...
there are good people out there, people like poh, peopl like jj, like goose. while gullible, yet good.
there are those who aren't so good, yet they make up for it in other ways.
there are those that are nice. like tay, like paul.
there are those that are not so nice
there are those who have a kind heart... like jocelyn, and me and li quan agree tt we think she's the nicest girl around, ever... pity i don't think she'll ever read this.
there are those who are self centered....
there are those who are magnaminous...
those that are extreme socialites
those that have 2 sides to them, like jason.
yet those who are introverts and think and ponder about the world, like woo
there are the intellectuals, and the bimbos.
there are the fun people, and the serious people
tere are people that care much about others,
yet people that just care about themselves...
so many people...
people that are shy, and people that are outgoing.
people that last, people tt don't
people that i ultimately cherish, and those tt i don;t =)