just called sylvia to wish her happy birthday! happily forgetting its 13hours difference and its 8am there, and she unlike me, doesn't wake up that early! SORRY! well.. yeah wish i could do more =) it was nice calling her.. heh can't call too long cos my hp bill will skyrocket! but well.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to SYlvia! =)!
well 2 days ago it was happy 21st birthday to dave.
and yesterday it was happy 19th birthday to pris!
=) i wanted to try filling the whole week with birthdays of good friends before... somehow all my good friends, especially those people close to me, are born around that time.....
its really quite amazing and something i never expected to happen...
Minii-Miracle. Well actually no miracle is mini. its huge!

well... yeah =) studies. heh i'm supposed to start today yet i feel like i wanna just take in the moment and not do work.. 2 chps a day is definitely not enough... i have to buck up k =)
Well... i shall continue to focus on God and he'll show me what to do...

tomorrow is my last DG for Campus Crusade.. think i'll miss it. We aren't that close. but well 3 years down the road u never know.

some of my coursemates are dropping out of the course, cos they can't cope.
i lament at why life is so cruel these days.
i wish i were in their shoes. perhaps i'd learn more about compassion.

sigh today i really miss sylvia. i really did wish she was still in Singapore. things are so busy these days, time passes so fast... i miss dave too! well he doesn't read this blog.. well but hmmm its been along time since we did things together.

Guess its just not me not to think =) i must think and reflect and understand a little bit about what life is about each day. I feel empty not thinking about those friends of mine so far away...
if only we all as friends could spend everyday together for the rest of our lives! having fun! having talks, playing, taking in the scenery, watching things go by! Meeting up everyday just to talk about the little-st things from origami to the sea, or about the crepe store down the corner street. rather than.... "come on, u didn't score that badly" or "cheer up, u're doing fine.." or "how u do the tutorial question 2?"
we're really delusional.

a carton of mangoes just came.
just watched get real! about this old woman who gave up her durians so she could donate the money to the more needy.
to me, thats the true success story of a Singaporean.

perhaps for every hour i study, i might need 2 to reflect about my life.
but then again, perhaps for every A i get in my studies, i might get 2As for my life.