the simple life =)

the simple life...
is really not Singapore.
perhaps it was Singapore years ago.. many years ago...

Somehow i really see how much happiness i would have had... if i were living in the past
when i went to Ubin, which was a great trip.. really, picking wild cherries and eating wild berries were such a thrill...
it was really fun being away from civilization
somehow i just wish i could go to the beach everyday, that u could accompany me there. and things could be so wonderful...
i look at my parents' photos and what they had then....
and i look what i had now... and i don't really enjoy it
msn.... i could talk to everyone and anyone.. but yet.. i don't even feel like i'm getting to know someone that well... that even just spending a night on a lonely swing brings the relationship forward in many leaps and bounds.... seems so much more fulfilling, more meaningful, more heartfelt.
that people i know well are people that i never talk to online.. and those that i do just tend to drift in and out of my life like the wind. people are just different online... somehow!
i know i have more than that.. that by losing the net i'm not losing anything....
i still have God. God doesn't need the net to speak to me and i too, speak to him without the use of any electronics. and i just wish everyone i really loved so much could be like that. and not let technology come in between, not let our busy schedules and work come in between... its inevitable i know, it happens. yet i wish it were not so.
we too always let things in our life come in between us and God... things of little importance.. money, fame.. etc.

i just wish i could go to the beach every single day...
yet i sigh, because i don't wanna go alone.
dreams do not always seem to happen in our practical world. but yet they still do....

-planetary magic- the beauty of it all.

i guess i'm just feeling lonely now.