in anything...
"yi ge shou zhang shi pai bu xiang de"
guess thats what i'm feeling right now..

hmm...
i'm still sighing today,
still thinking,
still caught in my world where everything else has to stand still.
i just feel so "unengineering" right now.
Admist the whole pool of people,
you feel alone.
Cos you're different.
I so feel like leaving, though i know i'll never go.
Cos this is my path, and there are so many other happy treasures i've found.

talked to ally yest..
and she really understands me so well...
perhaps, we're both feeling similar things about how uni life is like.
supposed we both just want to hold on to the treasures we already have.
that we don't want to lose any of it... but yet
"our choice is ours, and theirs, theirs..."

we run the race, not just as a sprint, but as a race to the finish.
the finish line exists not in our sight, but in our hearts.