ordinary

i think i'm starting to dislike girls. not that i like guys, but in general. i've been looking around and...
i don't fancy their attitudes, the way they shop, the way they treat people, the way they make choices... to me
its all kind of ordinary... well nonetheless there are those few that to me are really quite different.
yet i realise its because they are much less of what a typical girl in Singapore is like.
1. i heard today about my friend's friend who doesn't mind being a mistress to her bf. i say mistress because she doesn't mind being the backup plan of this guy who already has a gf and who treats her so crappily.
2. another girl who was attached and conveniently seemed like she wasn't, and gaining tonnes out of it.
3. two-timing, need i say more.
4.what a typical girl in singapore is like... materialistic as can be. some would say bimbo.or even stuck up.
so anyway... i was thinking about different traits people i knew had, what made them so un-ordinary... they are. thats my conclusion.
while some are hopeless ordinary to me, i'm sure they're pretty special to other people.
so spiritual ranks high on my list. spiritual people are definitely not ordinary. genuinely down to earth people are also really un-ordinary. yet these are few. real and truly nice (genuine) people are another breed - and u say everyone is nice. i say not true. its all about their motives. why are they being nice for. people that chase other things that i see as important. things perhaps out of this world things like meaningful relationships, doing good for others, and the list goes on....

say i'm confused cos i might be, say i'm thinking too much in the moment and perhaps that is true at the same time. but a thought is a thought and u can always say.. "objection" during a court case, but what's been said has been said and you can't change that.

so.. honestly, to me.. u don't have to be perfect.
you just don't be ordinary...
and to me, thats being special enough..
thats being perfect.