u plan-etary magic: care bears vs the transformers

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Location: Singapore

6th December 2006

Saturday, March 18, 2006

care bears vs the transformers

today... i got a present i regard as one of the nicest presents ever.
a care bear.
i love it. its like everything i wanted in a present. its orange. it fits right into my car, its cute, just e right size, its unique, its vintage, its a collectors item, it reminds me of my childhood, and its symbolic. amazing. i think it also came at a time when i wasn't expecting much... like my expectations are way down low now... but thats a personal resolution.
so anyway what a wonderful present!
okay other presents i got were just as lovely.
a blue elephant, a bear in a chef costume (reminds me of my past hobby, but i kinda given that up now), a mont blanc pen that came along with 2 other parts; the dog in my car with a pink nose and these baby wooden blocks that spell matt, a card and muffins, a christian cd, a zara shirt, a drive away your sins scented thing that u put in your car, the care bear, a letter, a cookies and cream cheese cake, 5.1 surround sound speakers with an external sound card, an ipod nano (which i gave away), another letter with the 2nd half of the present soon to come, a nike jersey, something very nicely done up in my car that says matthias (made with foam toys with one of the sweetest messages written on it), purpose driven life book (he promised me another book but never give in e end=p) , a wonderful lunch with a transformers vcd, a goldlion wallet, ribena pastilles (don't ask whY) plus nothing else. and tt makes exactly 20 presents.
and i'm really waiting and looking forward to the 21st... made by Dorea and Roo.. =) supposed to be something really special, but that might come next yr haha soooooo....

whats crappy about the entire thing is that with exception of some of them, the rest of yag didn't bother to give anything. in that sense, i guess maybe i had too high expectations. but i guess... after it all, i've learnt how much those people and their 21 gifts are more meaningful and important to keep around. e reason why i didn't stay around in sec3. the rest make it staying such a blessing though. not that i'm sore... but u know what i mean. i could do with a sincere "happy birthday" at least. anyway think they (people that gave me stuff) set really high standards for my presents. so i'll try by my own means, to keep or improve that standard for their birthdays too!

anyway anyone would like to buy me the following things? i want the transformers Season 2 part 1 and part 3 vcd set. it costs at most $19.90 per set. and the transformers Headmasters which comes in Vol 1 and 2 and costs $19.90 per set and Transformers final victory set which costs $32.90 i think. i'm collecting vintage cartoons that i grew up with to remind me of my childhood. the past memories are always good cos thats all we retain in our heads.

on another note, i've been sick for the 6th day straight and i wish i would get better already. maybe that has been God's way of giving me a rest from a lot of things. plus i've another blessing, another tuition =) someone from church.. $40 to $50 an hour i think though i think i'll charge much less. when i need money, God so provides.

and he's provided a lot of other kinds of help from many different people as well. guess this year.. what had stood out for me is the company in church, because by all truth told. i'm feeling really lonely most of the time. people that are there and stay there... in my life. i really miss the times when i had david and he was involved in every single part of my life... but he doesn't read this cos we aren't that close now due to circumstance so.. u know oh well... there's no one thats really right there at the moment... but i think some cut it pretty close. see how past memories are always good... i don't rem the arguments i had with him. actually there were very few, and very small ones. i remember the times where we spend like all our savings on each other's presents and all... but.. u know. i can't live in the past anymore. just reminiscing... but moving on with life. YA. i GUESS things are getting brighter. haha
just kidding =) see i have a certain aspect of me that just disappoints me all the time.
its not good. i just smile on e surface... a lot... thats cos i am such an optimist but just that i'm a dreamer too and we have such high expectations. its like dreams never come true... so its kind of like a trap that you inevitably fall into.

anyway YAG was doing a personality test today....
its a shortened version of the MYers-BriGgs.
i did the full version much earlier.
i'm an INFP
Introverted Intuitive Feeling Perceptive
yeah... w/ exception of the I, i'm very extreme for the rest. the first one is kinda a 60% introverted, 40% extroverted thing.
any of u INFPs too? i think we'll get along very well together.

on another note. Continental Singers! please invite alot of your friends... i think it'd be an exciting concert.

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