enlightenment

enlightenment....
after it all..... perhaps i was right all along...
now...
now i really know e whole story...
from e beginning.... since cookie making day...
till now.....
barring me overtrusting anyone. or people lying to me.
everything makes sense now..
the jigsaw fits
and i was right all along, and i did the right thing
yet the wrong consequence.... once again
really
people all make the wrong choices in life
IT IS SO DARN SADDENING!
enough, enough with all the attention on u.
i've been a fool for long enough.
i shall correct things...
w/ regret in my heart...
all e hurt u've caused,
not just to me.
but i understand now.
i'm angry
SIGH

and i had to find out this way
its not e right way.
and i've been wrong too
i have not been perfect.
but in a way, i know i've played my cards right
with God's guidance...

haha... oh well
things look bright
once again.....
that torch we carry for God
stays alight....
stays bright..