a secret only i would know
why did i delete my other blog, well perhaps because i wanted to start afresh. wanted to start a new chapter of my life....
well i think i had a wonderful national day, because i tried not to think so much, had to give credit to amelia and emerald with that, because i was going crazy pondering about things but they set me straight. Its terrible when u're stuck in a whirlwind of thoughts and u can't seem to break free... perhaps thats what happened. anyway its over now, its a new chapter in my life, perhaps i've gone past that one single day where u feel so crappy.....
i've revamped this blog so i can be more open with my own secrets and thoughts, perhaps maybe i'll be much happier from now on. so for all of you, this is the first entry.
well, to cut things short, i'm still pretty much the same person. i'm still awaiting that happiness... i still think, i still look at my own life and critique it. i think i'm a little more insensitive though, its good to be somewhat insensitive, really makes you feel a lot better. anyway, today we played this super fun game called "sardines" under the void deck of my friend's house..! haha just watching people looking blur, searching for us.... it was a really great time, i never had that much fun in a long time.
besides all these, i'm actually taking reflexology lessons and it has proved to be really interesting experience. i can even deliver a half decent reflexology session! what i realised though is that when doing all this, you can learn a lot about a person, what she/he is like and all. you can discover about their well-being and even take a guess at their current health. Its truly amazing. i really enjoyed doing it today! i think i had so much practice that i'm improving in leaps and bounds. the guys are complaining though, one day i'll give them a session too. think i got regular clients now. i like my clients! they're the most appreciative and wonderful people around, plus their feet are really nice too! must go get a nice scented bottle of oil though, it really works wonders.
so anyway, finally now i'm hanging out in the west; with the best people around! i got so many places i wanna show them in e west, and we're gonna have so much fun hanging out! can't see the fireworks from over there though, but well its the people that matter more! i think soon more and more people would wanna join in...
oh well something about the old chapter i miss is that thinking can really take up your time. Thinking though it makes u sad, also makes u a much nicer and better person, i must still continue thinking to make sure i'm still as nice and thoughtful as before. but i guess i must adjoin the 2 different chapters and take the best out of it. Then i'll come an even better person and be a blessing to more people around me. Perhaps things have gotton whiter, as i always say, i must say it again, when things are black and dark, it can only get brighter, it can only get whiter.... perhaps thats what optimism and positivity is all about, finally getting out of the abyss of failure and sadness.
well i think i had a wonderful national day, because i tried not to think so much, had to give credit to amelia and emerald with that, because i was going crazy pondering about things but they set me straight. Its terrible when u're stuck in a whirlwind of thoughts and u can't seem to break free... perhaps thats what happened. anyway its over now, its a new chapter in my life, perhaps i've gone past that one single day where u feel so crappy.....
i've revamped this blog so i can be more open with my own secrets and thoughts, perhaps maybe i'll be much happier from now on. so for all of you, this is the first entry.
well, to cut things short, i'm still pretty much the same person. i'm still awaiting that happiness... i still think, i still look at my own life and critique it. i think i'm a little more insensitive though, its good to be somewhat insensitive, really makes you feel a lot better. anyway, today we played this super fun game called "sardines" under the void deck of my friend's house..! haha just watching people looking blur, searching for us.... it was a really great time, i never had that much fun in a long time.
besides all these, i'm actually taking reflexology lessons and it has proved to be really interesting experience. i can even deliver a half decent reflexology session! what i realised though is that when doing all this, you can learn a lot about a person, what she/he is like and all. you can discover about their well-being and even take a guess at their current health. Its truly amazing. i really enjoyed doing it today! i think i had so much practice that i'm improving in leaps and bounds. the guys are complaining though, one day i'll give them a session too. think i got regular clients now. i like my clients! they're the most appreciative and wonderful people around, plus their feet are really nice too! must go get a nice scented bottle of oil though, it really works wonders.
so anyway, finally now i'm hanging out in the west; with the best people around! i got so many places i wanna show them in e west, and we're gonna have so much fun hanging out! can't see the fireworks from over there though, but well its the people that matter more! i think soon more and more people would wanna join in...
oh well something about the old chapter i miss is that thinking can really take up your time. Thinking though it makes u sad, also makes u a much nicer and better person, i must still continue thinking to make sure i'm still as nice and thoughtful as before. but i guess i must adjoin the 2 different chapters and take the best out of it. Then i'll come an even better person and be a blessing to more people around me. Perhaps things have gotton whiter, as i always say, i must say it again, when things are black and dark, it can only get brighter, it can only get whiter.... perhaps thats what optimism and positivity is all about, finally getting out of the abyss of failure and sadness.
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