i always wonder.
ALWAYS.
Why won't God help when it matters so much.
Why he allows the most impossible thing happen, that we might suffer.
its God. it truly is.
but i will always remember.
that it all doesn't matter.
what matters cannot be measured.

we are all false preachers of his word.
we all fall short of his purpose.
Singapore is doomed the minute we allow ourselves to embrace the world.
i am doomed.
i shall go to hell some day.
and know it was because i didn't have enough courage to stand up.