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plan-etary magic

crumbs, pieces, loaves.... perhaps perhaps

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Location: Singapore

6th December 2006

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Paint a home (Day 2) was fun too!
well though i had much less to do on the 2nd day than on the 1st...
but... well =) the end product was really beautiful... really pretty. really cutesy with all the hearts and the little butterflies and animals.
yup.. i really enjoyed the company a lot.. met a few new people.
Yufeng! who disappeared to go to the pasar malam, Bryan... with all his magic tricks, and Joy! who stole my tigger, and tried to keep it in her bag till the last minute... well yeah i'm so sad that so many of Amun-Ra weren't there... and i'm so sorry that i had to leave on saturday and couldn't join you all for dinner. question ... are we breaking apart? i'm feeling the drift a little bit.. especially between the freshies and e councillors... can't we break that barrier? maybe i'm just sensitive.. maybe i'm just feeling it.. well... i always wish that every friend, every person that we meet and we bond with, we hold on for dear life to the end of our very existence... but people will always ask if that is possible.. but we can dream, can't we?
i missed Xinyi's birthday party for the dinner too, and perhaps i have to ask myself am i being hypocritical here, leaving behind my other friends to move on... like many have done when they went on to university. perhaps i've lost a little bit of compassion here.. its impossible to be that magnaminous all the time, is it? sometimes u don't want to hold on to a piece of bread thats so stale that itss crumbling into crumbs.... u can't piece it back together.... we just leave it for the birds...
anyway James is officially the scandal king. haha just that now the scandals are so absurd they become jokes.... its kinda funny. ohh Amun-Ra... haha.. but u really wonder though, how deep these scandalising can bond us together... we laugh together... but is that enough? =) we all miss Amun-Ra... we all miss it alot... can we relive the days of ethelonther? can we continue to hold on..?
e next few days are going to busy as i attend VCF camp. i really wonder what kind of camp it'll be like... i wonder if perhaps it might replace CSC camp as the best uni camp i've been too. or will be in... i really wonder... who can see the future?

today i told my kids... i said...
"experiences change you as you grow, they define the principles, the values, the doctrines you live by, they determine how strong your faith is, and just remember that no matter what experience u may encounter, just go to God.. and he'll bring you through it, never look at whats directly ahead of you, but what we have in store for us at the end..."

life is not short... but our destiny lasts forever.

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