hmmm... u know i'm thinking what to expect next right now..
haha..
a lot of things tt i haven't expected have happened..
well.. that just proves one thing.. i don't have magical powers!
oh well first group outing went well,
i enjoy their company so much, though sometimes without Luke, we tend to fall into bouts of silences.... hmm some people are still awfully quiet, but yet we shouldn't forget about them.
somehow, yet deep within. u have to feel a little insecure....
not just me, but i think many will feel insecure.
because some friendships are forged stronger than others... and u'll never be 1st in everyone's lives... not unless plan-etary magic works itself.
now this is where the urge to get attached comes in.. where u wanna be 1st in another person's life, and he/she in yours... what more can u ask for from a person after that happens?

golly... going into uni... that urge strengthens itself so much... its not just yourself.. but everyone around u that seems to encourage it. the glare of the public is a little too great. so there starts uni life... someone once told me, it would complete uni life.... i can't deny that..
but then... how can i convince myself to rush into things? i can't... u need to find the right one.