7th August - 2 days from NDP

its funny. how u get surprised in small little ways...
when i loaded this page, the page transited, with a star shape!
and well... whoever did that small little addition really brightened up my day...
God works in miraculous ways, and just yesterday while fetching a friend's friend home, her favourite song played on my car radio (on shuff mode, 132 songs). And really... i guess it was meant to brighten her day.

this week is O-week, and having chosen not to sign up, am kinda regretting it now!
i think it'll be quite a lot of fun, rather than just slacking at home. yeah.. but too all my friends out there, i still wish u the most fun ever. wish i could be there with you guys.

so many things are happening lately.. well.. a significant one will be sylvia leaving for studies in mcGill in a few weeks.. one friend that i can never forget. i'm really going to miss her. really really miss her. and really... i'm really sad she's gone for 9 months. always been a pillar of support in my life. think her bf will miss her even more though.. and i guess we both wish she'd stay. but =) i can only look forward to when she comes back, all exposed to foreign culture, and having the fun of her life.

birthday presents are piling up. but sometimes its because i don't really know what to say to them. things feel a little empty at times, and i get no inspiration to give any gift. but i'll wait till it comes though. need to share God's love with everyone.


Anyway, Acqua is a brillant OG isn't it.. though u see people drifting a little as we all get more busy and preoccupied. just yesterday i couldn't go with them to watch the fireworks. and this week, everyone is at o-week. how are we going to meet up! one thing i realised just growing up, is that we'll still remain friends because of the memories we share, not because of what things are like now. we can always take cheer from what we had before. while we all move on, we cannot forget what we've left behind.
thats what reunions are all about, to reignite the little sparks in every relationship we have among our old friends.

i really wonder if my feelings change too fast sometimes. i know it doesn't happen all the time. there are instances where i've had the same feeling all my life. perhaps its the experiences i've gone through. u speed through things that might hurt you. and u slow down to savour the ones that warm you. yet only God knows why. he knows the reason behind every single little thing that happens. and we can just trust him. i guess what faith has thought me and shown me is that there are things i can hold on to, all my life. and i want to hold on to you in the same way as well.
we live without regrets, knowing that every step we take is a step forward, and not backwards. that is our direction in life...

"I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
This love is a mystery
Mr. Curiosity

Love is blinding when your timing's never right
Oh but who am I to beg for difference
Finding love in a just an instance
But I don't mind
at least I tried, well I tried... "