u noe.

u know...
today i realised the wonderfully splendid time i had in IAC.
Made good friends, met nice people.....
got a taste of working life, learnt about my capabilities,
learnt how to survive...
identify myself with others...
identify myself in the SAF.
the job is great... yet ORD looms...
and once again its all about adapting to changes....
and tt scares me...
on another note.... looking forward to CNY. so much happening...
really wonder sometimes.
haha... whether one small decision could change my life.
like whether to message or not.
don't think it matters.
i'm starting to think i'm over-confident, which is good, it means i can actually identify with my flaws. well.. hope i don't accidentally and unknowingly like say mean things to anyone i treasure.
sometimes i think i do, kinda insensitive. but.... i duno, usually i am sensitive. guess it just helps me feel more secure. well. sorry. i always like to think i still give the impression tt even if i say mean stuff, u still know i treasure u.
so anyway watching america's top model now. and like tt lisa ... super confident, she's sucha a pain.... the importance of humility.. i kinda like kyle.. shes' tall, pretty, and seems nice all round.
anyway.. just asked someone out to watch a movie with me... =) and she agreed !
i hope it goes well, really looking forward to it.
"memoirs of a geisha" ....
how excited. haha.. better not show it.